Bitch, please.

Friday, May 30, 2008 . 8:32 PM

My driving license reached my doorstep safely today.

mum was so panic when she received a registered letter.

she even call me up when i'm in school and ask how come i got a registered mail!

when in fact that it had the words Driving License on its cover.

ZZZzzzZZZzzz.. ...

school ended early.

dear and me had Botak Jones for lunch and we went back to our own homes to sleep.

so pictures up for yesterday.

1) Graduation Ceremony ( a few are still with Mr Sim)

2) Grandpa's 70th birthday

the boy that everyone is praising! LING HONG YI?

alot of people told me "Dan looks smart today!"

fine...

which means i'm not. haha sorry la!

the 8-course meal also burst my stomach.

for our table, we still need to pack 2 dishes home! haha!

3 more days to Common Test.

i swear i haven't even start yet.

Thursday, May 29, 2008 . 5:58 PM

I'm so damn freaking pissed by how my working shift is scheduled!

when i'm schooling and studying, i work for 4 or 5 times a month on weekends.

and for this June, i have 2 weeks of holiday YET the company only give me 4 slots. WHAT AM I EARNING?!?!?!

so ridiculous!

and the executive who is in charge of this is resigning next month.
^&*()_!@#&*()_!$@#

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going off for grandpa's birthday dinner.

probably update at night.

Tuesday, May 27, 2008 . 9:26 PM

the day was totally free for dear and me today.

so we decided to go shopping and watch movie.

headed to Queensway there, then to vivo. need to get out white shirts for Graduation ceremony and also did some shopping.

caught Accuracy of Death.

i so so so so wanna leave the theatre half an hour through the show. luckily it wasn't that bad at the end. (:

aarhh long day again tomorrow...

2am... ...

I'm finally done with my BIM revision. (:

but i still doesn't feel satisfied.
however i felt that i've wasted whole night doing something that's not meaningful at all.

i cant see what has to do with what i'm studying.
plus i won't be majoring in architecture at all in the future.

aarrhh but at least its done!

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NO SCHOOL TOMORROW!!!

Sunday, May 25, 2008 . 9:05 PM

i was watching the charity show on channel 8 for the Sichuan earthquake.

i cant help it but tears just roll down.

especially about the man who was only saved after 76 hours and his pregnant wife was waiting for him at the refugee camp. after he was saved, he kept thanking the rescue team. however, he passed away after 6 hours and he couldn't even see his wife for a last time.

and also the part where the mum covered her baby to save her and leave a short message through her handphone that says: Baby, if you are still alive, i just want to say i love you.

these is the parents who lost their twin daughters.

so the situation now here is he loves me.
and i'm the one giving him all the care.

which also spells out that i'm a caregiver
and he's a great lover.

does tht mean that he rely too much on me such that i'm his sister?
or would i say that no one loves me but only he do?

i couldn't understand how love works.

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slacked through the whole day at home.
i don't wish to go anywhere cos i wish to go everywhere!

beacause there's GSS!!!

brother bought lunch for me and it tasted damn awful.
i slept a lot today and yet i'm still tired.

there's school again tomorrow.
and 1 more week to common test.

TOTALLY WTH!

Saturday, May 24, 2008 . 10:37 PM

the day where elmo turns 18!

the whole plan went smoothly. its a success!!! (:

during the 3 hour break, yao ting and em went to get all the props.

followed by a mini (fake!) celebration with her in school.

see how disappionted she is.

after school, she rushes to BBDC to register and they dragged her to Causeway for shopping.

dear and me immediately rush down to her house aft GBC to set up. and i was shocked that Louis (D's bf) already started the BBQ's fire at 5.30pm!!!

the crew!

thanks uncle for the cake!

after her daughter's birthday, i think he finally knows what is elmo. haha! cute la uncle. i doubt my dad knows what's an elmo too.

anyway dad just told me off just now because my parking skills were really horrible and the tyre's rim was somehow torn due to abrasio against the kerb. hahaha!

drove down to town for dinner. also check it out if Sony sell spare parts for my CD drive casing. its missing for god-knows-why! i didn't even realise it until someone told me. SHIT!

ever since school holiday ends the previous time, this is the first weekend i'm not working.

went to dear's house to do our BIM revision because we skipped 1 hour last thursday due to Green Building Competition.

we struggled for nearly an hour to recap what Mr Tan has taught. so demoralising.

hopefully the test is easy!

all the while for the whole afternoon we only did this.

out for dinner now. (:

Friday, May 23, 2008 . 10:14 PM

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO DAPHNE!!!

elmo is 18 years old. (:

i still haven't get hold of the photos. updates soon.

lesson was super boring today.

nobody loves the Carol Goh please.

its either shes suffering from menopause or she's obviously bias!
if i have such a grandmother or mother, i'll probably scold her slut and leave the house forever!

anyway accompany yao to IBP's Acer building to fix her lappy.

dap and me almost doze off. zzz.

and then cab down to Jurong Entertainment for Kbox. haven't sing for awhile.

my handphone doesn't love dap. it simply cant capture her at all.

haha! and another thing is my tamagotchi Angel just die on me. pretty angel just cry and say byebye! ):

mum went KL just now. aaahhh! the house is so messy already.

Tuesday, May 20, 2008 . 8:58 PM

Today marks the end of IS module of Introduction to Social Psychology. (:

the load is at least lessen by one now.

headed to dear's house to do the ABT quiz together.

wasn't that hard we thought initially.

had Sakae buffet for lunch.

i ate more than him! loser!

hahaha!

so anyway dear was asking me this silly question:

" are you afraid that i will dump you when we grow older? "

YES DEFINITELY!

I'm afraid pigmentations, wrinkles, fine lines etc will appear.

I'm afraid my skin will look crumbled and ugly.

I'm afraid i might get some sort of cancer, become senile or what-so-ever.

I'm afraid my figure will look horrible. i don't want a pear-shaped figure please!

I'm afraid my boobs will shrink or sag and my butt will become bigger and BIGGER!

I'm afraid my fashion sense turns terrible.

I'm afraid my arms and thighs grow flabby.

I'm afraid I'll have stretch marks all over due to pregnency.

I'm afraid my slow motion will cause inconvenience to others.

alright it goes on ... ... and on.

come to think of it. growing old can be really scary. i cant wait to experience everything in life but somehow i don't look forward to all anymore.

i missed the 'little kid' days. running and fooling around anywhere. toss on the floor if dad and mum refused to buy me a toy or scream and cry as loud as you can when they beat me so that bystanders can help me.

so innocent and fun. i don't wish to see myself growing old.

long day tomorrow. sickening!