Sunday, October 29, 2006 . 8:23 PM

i need a punching bag now. buy me 1?
or maybe a recorder? so i can talk to it then throw it away. as if i can bury my misery forever?

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had dinner at Yishun with mum just now. somehow i find there dirty and the people there were quite weird. however, the wanton mee there was really nice. supposedly go there find mum's workplace and check out the routes. in the end, we went eating around. =)

ytd's work was still ok. taiming went!!! haven see for ages. michelle n him still together. COOL. so sweet la. envy envy* then went shopping with mum n dad. bought an antique phone to match our furniture but somehow dear says my voice is softer. okkkk waste of $$$ then. =(

Friday, October 27, 2006 . 10:15 PM

i dun feel it anymore.
i cant hear it anymore.
i cant believe it anymore.
i cant bluff myself anymore.
i dunno how to face it anymore.

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today is officially the last day of school. oh yeah right. next Mon n Tue still have lessons n lectures. thanks ahaha. anw we, i mean joy, darrren, hadhir and me, dragged dear to take neoprint. BUT he still dun wan. LOL. after so many years i know him and everything, he stil have the phobia. n i really dun uds why. in the first place, the camera cant be seen what. what's so scary about it? AHAHAHA.

there's work tml. and i finally know what i'm working as. its somehow related to the organisation that set up youth park. and also somehow related to Scape or something. haha. so cooool huh? but i dun feel the hip-ness leh. easy money though. wee~

class chalet on 23 Nov. =)

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Thursday, October 26, 2006 . 8:37 AM

JOYIE! get well soon. =)

i practically has no lesson today. LPP says there's no chinese lesson and Mr Yee is absent. LOL. shouldn't have attend school. should just stay at home and let my eyes recover. SORE and ugly!

Wednesday, October 25, 2006 . 7:27 PM

i'm so annoyed by things around me. i wanna say it out but i know i shouldn't do so. the courage in me has long disappeared. i felt so paranoid n insecure. joy, we share the same feelings but i think its probably due to different circumstances. the world is making me go bonkers. i'm tired of seeing u n teaching u so many things again and again, u aren't a child anymore. we should really grow up and i seriously think its the time to mature. i hate to see u liddat but what else can i say?

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had dinner with family at this unique chinese restaurant in Chinatown last night. their deco is so oriental. cool typical chinese restaurant.

they have a lot of different sauces for u.

drools*

their specialty - mutton sliced

a mirror out of nowhere.

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today school ended the earliest in this week. but all thanks to dear's CT, i need to waste 2 whole hours to wait for him, all ALONE! wth! feel like slapping her lah. pls lo. there are stil lessons available tml, next Mon n Tue!!! dumb baitch!

ohh darren knock himself against the door today while being chased by Joy. luckily the door din break or wat. haha. OUCH darren!

Monday, October 23, 2006 . 9:33 PM

had a really tiring SAT! work was fun. easy money too. perhaps this is because its my first time at work? haha. bump into quite a number of IJ ppl as well as a swiss fren when siok and me went to buy lunch at Cine: Mel and her gf, ang yun's fren and her bf, jasmine working at baking boys then also Jonas with his frens. =)

the only three gals there. me, siok n candy(indonesian).

busy carrying goodie bags. wooooo~ which idiot is that behind?

went to Pacific Plaza to join my family. shopping and more shopping! bro bought alot of quiksilver stuffs cos they're having sales now. bought a necklace from Wisma Isetan though, to match with the black tube dress for Carol's wedding. headed Newton for supper after that. LS that night. haha. clear stomach.

Sunday was boring. had dinner with grandpa at night. mum went crazy scolding brother. aiyahx. both crappers! one canot control temper while another is too childish, pampered. hahas. i'm not going to give a damn. blame all this on my parents. who ask them to bias to my bro so much?! HAHAHA!

treat dear to lunch at suki jz now. bump into wyner and gang. attracted to arcade games with dear. LOL. luckily i control him or else i think he'll jz waste 50 bucks on those machines! then meet up siok to buy heels! yeah. 1 more pair is added to my collection. =)

Friday, October 20, 2006 . 9:46 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY YEE~!
the whole class headed school early today to hide in the classroom that is directly opposite our form class, trying to act that whole class is absent so that we can give Mr Yee a surprise. but in the end, all of us really pity him when we just leave him there alone. he looks so disappointed and helpless, in the end still sing National Anthem ALONE! sobs*

sorry mr yee!

the whole class turn up after the announcement and Mr Yee isn't angry at all. haha. we knew it. he's always so nice. but somewhat we feel guilty. =(

around 11++am, mel n me sneak out of sch to go Cway collect the birthday cake. OHH man! he always found out but we were fast. ahaha. hope he likes it!

the cake is yummy. the chocolate melt the hearts of everyone right?

dear was absent today. down with fever so took early dismissal form then went to find him. anw its only left with chinese lesson. it's like what's the point? haha. the ~!@#$%^&*()__+ tcher only make us hate him more!!!

i'm going to work for the first time tomorrow. yeahhhh~ lol. all thanks to vian's recommendation. siok is going with me. i wouldn't go but due to the attracting salary, i'm willing so i'm desperated for money now. hella broke!

Thursday, October 19, 2006 . 10:44 PM

life was so relaxing this few days. only till this moment then i realised there's tons of work to be done. chinese compo, mock paper n I&R to be done tml. damn! n i jz finish eatin my dinner. best of all huh? =]

let me start with Tue. pon wif Mel! dun see a need to attend school.Chem is a waste of time n e lessons end at 5.40 can? LOL. e funny thing is only merelda n sean turn up for chinese. cool shit. oh back to pon-ing, mel n me rot at tiong mac until 9am cos joy finally wake up at tt time. luckily it wasn't 12. or else i'll jz kill myself there! we're slacking all along n i tried every, i really mean EVERY of Joy's heels! LOL. opps sorry babe. i knew u dun mind ahuh? but its all too big. =( her maid prepared lunch for us. it's called 'egg'! haha. weird. its a mix of italian n jap taste.


headed to vivo aft tt. ohh n i realised i din explore another part of the centre. LOL. ahaha. n the Forever 21 there is neater n nicer. everyone shd go. plus the accessories were damn cheap. WOO~! saw a few dresses n a pretty heels from VNC. but i'm lyk seriously freaking broke. hooooo... no choice lo! erghhhhh.

anw i lyk tt pants from Zara! Joy is hiding inside. ahaha.


had cca after school on wednesday. but before that, mel n me went to order Mr Yee's bdae cake at Cway's Four Leaves then we shop around for Carol's wedding pressie. i decided to get the wedding cert holder from Precious Thoughts. i think my mum will fall in love with it for sure. haha!

walked to vian's hse n slack after ltr. siok came later. i almost lost my way cos it's been a year since i last go there. Koon X 2 stil as cute as ever! =) vian was so fascinated about the garfield shoes. really thanks for the tube dress too!

headed school late today with dear. n we finally found someone that resembles him. COOL SHIT!!!

similarity: 100%!

some random pics taken just now while waiting for dear's all time favourite CT!

stressed up!!!

dun worry darren. u are forever soooooo cute~

dear wanna learn too. puke*

since when jolyon is sooooo shy?!

Monday, October 16, 2006 . 8:53 PM

pon Geo lec today cos we expect siva to do nth. den mel, me n tammie were happily shopping online. mel also bought birkens. i managed to persuade her. HAHA. she's getting the madrid in creamy yellow. tammie wanted the gizeh indian blah blah blah but she says she cant wait for the delivery. yeah but if u wanna save ard $40 den u shd jz buy it online. =)

intensive pw consultation n MT training next wk. WTH!!! i dun think there's a nd at all. n surprisingly, mel scored as high as me for chinese compo. oh damn. screw up my chinese!
anw its no PE today due to the high PSI. thanks to Ms Yeo? NO! NO! all thanks to Kalimantan. =D

went shopping with melissa den the shift was taken over by siok ltr. haha. jz feel so bored aft mid course. haix. somehow i tink i'll retain or not so no point muggling n revising nw. a waste of time seriously?

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Sunday, October 15, 2006 . 9:10 PM

back home! its so hazy outside. anw supposed to meet dear's family for some shopping. but who knows they suddenly change their mind n want to go vivo. so i shall jz give it a miss.

dear n me went to meet up wif darren, paul n see-toh at city hall. lunch at Mos, n i alws hate Mos cos their place r usually freezing cold. den headed Arcade. HAVOC! darren is talented i muz say. haha. den took train down to Raffles Place, which is the ultimate aim for us to go out today, tat is to attend wat Japanese Fair outside Asian Civilsation Museum. Darren was so desperated however, it turned out ... ... no chio bus, no jap gals, no ayumi but some random gal sang her song tat is totally out of tune. holy shit!

so boring.

meet mum n bro at Lot 1 for dinner. bought some clothes n baby set for my cousin's baby boy! congrats!!!

school starts agn tml. SIAN! left wif GP n Econs. haix. i wonder how half of the J1s r goin to promote. ohh pray hard! went vivo! e name is nice but that place hmmm... turn out otherwise. perhaps its bcos its new? its damn crowded n we onli manage to get a decent parking lot aft half a hr? but e place is rili big. din explore the whole place though. wil return someday? its worth it.

there's this rili funky shop inside Tangs. check it out!!

nice~

Open hse was boring. there wasn't even a single soul until 10.30am can? n AJ, AC, SA, CJ n VJ r oso having their open hse today too. LOL. so hu wil come? wth! so joy, venu, paul, jianle, andre n me all hide in LT5. got air con! whoosh! den e guys start fighting wif their brooms, dustbin cap, bottles, ping pong balls fr Mel, n lotsa rubbish! go Joy's blog 4 e pics. ahaha.

went to try my birkins. yeah. so actually i got a 39 sized feet. huge!

total madness wif Joy today. some stalker follow as from Jurong to JP! erky! LOL. den we so happen to get to see e Spore idols show. =)


nitez sweeties. i enjoyed today!!!

Friday, October 13, 2006 . 7:10 PM

went kbox-ing wif siok for 4 whole hours n i'm shivering lyk nobody's business. haha. no sore throat no voice loss, i'm happy. haha. aft siok left, dear, darren, joy, cheryl n fiona came along! hahas. so ultimately i was in Lot 1 for ard 7 hrs? guuiness world record. aha.

aft cheryl n fiona left, had a great time at mac wif them. haha. darren got ba lu ku! ahahaha. e barrier probably dun lyk u! careful next time. n i realised e Arts students fair btr la. so i tink those hu retain wil probably all come fr e sci stream. damn.

DXO party n Ben & Jerry's concert by frenz tonight. haix. couldn't make it. wasted. =( wil meet soon ya? sorry!

Open House tml n all of us r supposed to reach sch at 9.10am regardless if u hv cca or not. wat for? dear dun stil pw consultation. screw up his CT pls.

nd to go to a birkens' outlet to try up e sizes cos Joy keep saying i hv narrow feet. ahaha. ohhh! anw i'm buying birkens for dear n he's buying for me. LOL. which equals to buying for ourselves. hmm. not totally true though cos his is more ex. so he earned it. =[

dawei moved to Blk 414 today. han wen! i jz noe it can? haha. anyway he's staying opposite me but sadly on e 5th flr. SO he cant c me! ahaha.

Thursday, October 12, 2006 . 10:39 PM

i feel sick, but somehow there's no fever cos i tot i'll have 1. e flu, headache n sore throat have tortured me this few days. keep feeling sleepy, dizzy and wanna vomit. perhaps is the haze? irritating.

sch has been draggy. other than taking back of results, there's stil pw, which can kill everyone of us. i think i'll get retain, or shd i say i WILL get retain. that's quite pessimistic but seems quite true. hai. effort has been put in. but? i dunno. it s tiring. i wanna go SIM but millions of ppl has been telling me NO! n ex and useless. y? izit that bad? at least u get to get a degree ya? can somehow explain to me clearly? i'm so mixed up.

IJC Open House this Sat 10 to 5pm. and all JC1s hv to attend. WTH! y? sian. go there waste time meh? what for go when more than half e J1s are possibly retaining according to the current criterias? haha. anw i start to hate GP lesson. not bcos my tcher has alr been giving holiday assignment, but i feel so stressed whenever she steps into our class. the stress is suffocating in a way that you cant express your ideas well anymore. haha.

this past 1 wk was spent usefully. spending most of the days with dear. i cherish him more nowadays. dun ask me why but we noe we luv each other more than ever. its a gd thing i know. after sooooooooo long of our relationship. tt's great. i feel so blessed once again. =]

kbox-ing with siok tml. how to sing in such a condition? drink more herbal tea. oh thx. =)

Sunday, October 08, 2006 . 11:50 AM

went shopping with mum ytd. first went Lot 1 then headed town for dinner with whole family n continued shopping agn. lol. this is to repay her for her belated bdae cos her bdae falls on me n my bro's exam periods. she bought lyk 2 sets of clothings n my bro bought a watch at Fossil.

i must specially mention Fossil cos i realise that they actually sell wallets, pouches, belts n bags in their shop. lol. their wallets look unique. =)

hai. was so fed up wif my bro that i call siok to complain. LOL. i mean why he is stupider than me but he gets to hv the best of everything! his hp is $200+ more ex than my plus we bought it at e same period of time n my watch is only half price of wat he bought ytd. totally unfair. ya i noe the world is unfair but i tink this is going too overboard. cos after all, he's not as smart as me, as talented as me ( i'm not trying to show off but it is definitely true) n he 's danb rude to my parents. wat kind of filial son he is? he dun even buy any presents for my mum n dad's bdae nor Father n Mother's Day! WTH can?

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had this rili weird dream last nite. this person has been my close pal for almost lyk 4 years but he has since disappeared. i'm sad that i lose him. or should i say he abandon me? hai. he's a rili nice guy i admit but not those that i wil stead with. i rili hope he uds. i wanna get him back, i mean as a fren, but i know his attitude too well. i've tried give in but i can tell he's stil angry. i rili hope 1 day he can come across this post n contact me asap. =]

Friday, October 06, 2006 . 12:52 AM

PROMOS IS OVER!
tt's rili gd news can? after all e struggling n continuous breathless day ya? at least i tink i've put in my full effort so there shouldn't be any regrets. can onli say math is confident of passing, econs hopefully n chem is a gone-case. geo hope can at least a pass, chinese heck n GP is e most worrying one!!! hai. jz hope tt dun nd to retain. hahaha. cos beri throw face leh. need to face alot of people with prepared reasons. n all e stress pouring on you wil jz kill u!

anw went out wif my gals siok n vian last nitez. rush hm lyk mad n change den go out. haven go out 4 almost 2 wks alr? lol. it's lyk another O lvl has ended. ohhh ya. we went to some kuku place. lol! but was really fun. hmm oso bought a pair of shorts but when i wear it out today, its somehow too loose.

some random pics:

e besties!

it's fun!

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went to find dear this morning. cos he stil hv a paper tml, so i went over. save his time ma! haha. though we spend time tgt everyday, but not those dating time ma ya? haha! oh n something nasty happen. dear n me went Long John for dinner. as we put our bags there n went to queue up, there's this rili fat guy 40-50 yrs old sat on our place. so dear went over while i make e orders. den this guy refuse to move away although dear told me in a rili polite manner. den man pair of eyes started to turn. he din even ask us den he jz sit without any permission. even his wif or gf tt's in e queue feel so pai seh lah. wth! so ego can? in e end, tt guy n e woman slowly shift to e seats beside us. HOHOHO! haha. dun hv courtesy de. omfg!