Monday, January 28, 2008 . 10:32 PM
dark clouds all over my head.
i don't plan to express it out so i can only vent it here.
i'm very affected by some problems now.
some undisclosed secrets!
i have no idea what i should do anymore.
move the dark clouds away?
yes i wish.
if only god helps me.
i wish to live normally.
like a normal human.
but its easier to say than to practise it.
drown me?
suffocate me?
starve me?
kill me!