Saturday, November 04, 2006 . 11:16 PM
for once, they are humans. or maybe they have always be but i just didn't realize it? its really a bad day. i've cried so muuuuuch before but i really hate the feeling. its awful needless to say.he says he will always be there. i hoped too. i don't want any contract between us cos i seriously trust u. i dunno what makes me keep doubting u but i really don't want. i'm trying to bring myself to face reality BUT no matter how much i force myself to, i'm still back in square one. i know some things are destined but i think there must be a way to stop all this ya? lets look forward. everybody wants too. but its usually easier to say than done. maybe if the time really comes again, i think i need another tissue box.
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no cabs today.
i waited for half an hour for a cab to come but to no avail. wth! so in the end, i went to dear's house by train and bus. a total waste of time.
had anderson's ice-cream. yeah hoooooo~!
rushed down to commonwealth to meet sean n suhaimi. others were at suhaimi's house already. opps! sorry. so sad mel didn't go. =(
headed home to rest awhile then go to cousin's house cos her son is 1 mth old. lol. the baby is so tiny and fragile.
would he be handsome in future? opps!!!
its agar agar. so special!
their cake was really nice too. original cheese cake! awesome!!
gotta get a job soon. money come money come!
