Thursday, October 12, 2006 . 10:39 PM

i feel sick, but somehow there's no fever cos i tot i'll have 1. e flu, headache n sore throat have tortured me this few days. keep feeling sleepy, dizzy and wanna vomit. perhaps is the haze? irritating.

sch has been draggy. other than taking back of results, there's stil pw, which can kill everyone of us. i think i'll get retain, or shd i say i WILL get retain. that's quite pessimistic but seems quite true. hai. effort has been put in. but? i dunno. it s tiring. i wanna go SIM but millions of ppl has been telling me NO! n ex and useless. y? izit that bad? at least u get to get a degree ya? can somehow explain to me clearly? i'm so mixed up.

IJC Open House this Sat 10 to 5pm. and all JC1s hv to attend. WTH! y? sian. go there waste time meh? what for go when more than half e J1s are possibly retaining according to the current criterias? haha. anw i start to hate GP lesson. not bcos my tcher has alr been giving holiday assignment, but i feel so stressed whenever she steps into our class. the stress is suffocating in a way that you cant express your ideas well anymore. haha.

this past 1 wk was spent usefully. spending most of the days with dear. i cherish him more nowadays. dun ask me why but we noe we luv each other more than ever. its a gd thing i know. after sooooooooo long of our relationship. tt's great. i feel so blessed once again. =]

kbox-ing with siok tml. how to sing in such a condition? drink more herbal tea. oh thx. =)