Monday, July 31, 2006 . 5:51 PM

i'm STARVING to death soon! haiyo. rotting in library waiting for dear. wth! haix. cos he din finish his hw. along wif paul n darren! arghx! he btr hurry! supposed to meet Mr Chan for script stuffs but he's on MC! omg! thx!

Cheryl was absent. haha. due to some prob wif her nose n Biore. hahahahaha. dots! so funny! tc lahx gal. be careful next time ya? =))

Vivian is quitting AJC for poly! omfg! is she goin to waste 1 yr? i seriously dunno. stil waiting for her reply nw. haiyo. worrying!

hungry! waiting. he btr get done by 6pm! DAMN!

replies to taggies:
[fiona] - hahahahaha! laugh wat laugh lahx! luckily my mum din hear. or else i'm dead! >.<
[cheryl] - end liao mehx? god! gotta miss waffle hotdog lyk hell! LOL! oh btw. siva wants me to stay back aft sch every fri for 45 mins to go thru Geo wif me! hahaha. holy shit!

Sunday, July 30, 2006 . 10:54 AM

Mr Chan appoints me n dear to be e emcee for inter-school iBlog competition on 19 Aug! hahaha. OMG! yeah yeah yeah! tix is a real big event n a minister will be opening! wohooo! n e funny thing is Mr Chan din noe we're a couple. ohhhh damn shit! hahahaha. jz so happy! =))

gotta send Kelly's hell-thick of Geo notes for printing ltr. nvm. mum is paying! so sad. gotta miss Joy, tricia, suhaimi, delia n loads of ppl. but nvm. we'll stil get to hang ard ya? Joy dun be sad k? or else i gotta break down soon. sobs*

goin to Outram Park's Bak Kut Teh for lunch ltr. nice nice! it's printed on e Sunday Times today, under Life section! wkn is over soon. i cant settle myself down n study. damn!

Saturday, July 29, 2006 . 9:53 PM

boring Sat can? first time ever in this yr i'm blogging on a Sat nitez cos usually at tix point of time, i wun even be at hm. haiyo!

had dinner at newton. den send mum to her meeting. went shop awhile wif dad n bro for new sports shoes but nth caught my eyes. bought some necesities lo. lyk towel, shampoo blah blah blah.

afternoon's parents-teachers meeting was rather fine. Mr Yee was praising me lyk hell, i cant stop laughing even until nw. mum was shocked n disappointed abt my results ya? i tink more or less lahx. first time in her life she saw her daughter scoring 20+/100! haha. bump into mellie, suhaimi, kelly, hidaya, sean, maggie's parents. haha. no comments!

venu almost get me into huge trouble when he asked: danfu din come today ah?
i almost fainted on e spot can? haha! i gave him tix dun-talk-abt-him sign but instead he repeated his qn! wth! feel lyk punching him can? den i make another more obvious sign n he shut up! OMFG! how dumb n funny can tix prince charming b? haha.

Friday, July 28, 2006 . 1:46 PM

rotting in sch library nw. waiting for dear! 1 hr n 20 minutes ltr n i'll b totally broke! suffering fr so much losses recenly cos of dear lahx.. haha. keep asking treats for me. yup! actually no lahx. cos everytime i bet wif him, i confirm lose de. but nvm. he happy can le. anw it can sort of a celebration for him for being discharged cum our dunno-how-many-months anniversary which is 3 days ltr. yeah!

dear insists Sakae. but i eat until i wanna vomit liao. Siam bad for my gastrics. Cavana not appealing. Swensens is so neighbourhood! nvm. wil settle ltr. bye guys! back soon~

Wednesday, July 26, 2006 . 9:11 PM

i was being told off by somebody. ya. someone mysterious n dangerous. jz someone i hated alot too but i had no choice to abide to some laws! which i tink it's rili rili crap. ya.
but dun worry! i'll start to put a password to expect e viewers hu's goin to read my blog to type out it. haha! so that such hypocrites wun b able to view it! wahahahahahaha! den i can write n draw n do everything i wan!

anw dear gottn 2nd in e yan jiang competition ytd. cheers! jia you dear! for ur info, e results for e 1st n 2nd were same cos i was e emcee n i can c e results ma. yup. n dunno y they let e gal won whom read fr script for e 1st 2 mins? WTH! a panel of bias judges! nvm. i can expect tt she DEFINITELY wun b able to make it into national level. pls lo. tix kind of things i went thru so many times le. of cos wil noe rite? hahahaha. jz gotta wait n c n clap my hands as hard as i can when she's kicked out! stupid!

went Lot1 wif dear, joy, cheryl, paul n jianle jz nw. we wanted to eat e waffle hotdog so much tt we chiong there aft stepping out of e mrt. haha. left cheryl n me at ard 6pm cos we nd to go library to search info for my pw. dear went hm 1st cos i insist tt he nds more rest. u feeling btr?

ohh. hate fr dear tt Mr Chan is putting both of us in charge of a show which is going to invite some minister over. he picked me cos my performance as an emcee is gd n i tink bcos dear can put on e strict n serious look. diao. but rili lucky i shd say. cos no one noe we're actually a couple! well, fated!

Sunday, July 23, 2006 . 11:53 AM

dear was discharged ytd!
YEAH! bravo! rili rili a great news for me n his family, esp his mum rite? hahaha. promise to treat him Sakae aft he's discharged. but i'm BROKE! nvm. u wun uds.

Jielin xinyi n eeling came my hse for pw early in e morning 8am! hahahaha. i can slp until 7.45am lyk nobody's business since they're coming ya? =)) went Woodlands library to do some research. haiyo. no sch stil nd to pass by tt area. sianz! while xinyi n jielin sit in for e reading program, eeling n me went to try out e viewing of films. so funny. nvm use it b4. anw it din offer any help to our proj. simply just for fun [xinyi btr not c tix for else she'll kill us]!

dad came to fetch me den bro n lastly mum for dinner. yeah. went clarke quay! haven gone there for quite sometime. but goin wif family sounds rili wrong. it wun b as romantic as goin wif dear or as fun as goin wif frenz and cousins. freaking boring! pass by this restaurant Marrafest Coroccan. their chairs were awesome CUTE! hahaha. i tink they put in a lot of $$$ to do up e whole atmosphere. MOS was having this techno thingy. opps! not my type sorry! tt's y i din c alot of ppl queueing up outside.

nice fountains!

blue lightings...

den yellow lightings.

gotta wk on pw written report today. bloodie. dunno where to start fr. arghx! meeting dear ltr b4 his guitar class. happy!

Friday, July 21, 2006 . 11:46 PM

jz finish typing out my emcee script cos i 4get to bring it to sch today! yup. i'm rather dumb! haha. too blur n stress yeah? so while waiting for my freaky long hair to dry, i'm doin sth useful.

onli gotta get hm at 9.30pm. went SGH wif dear's parents, 2nd sis n husband, along wif darren.
I MISS HIM SO MUCH!
so ke lian. nd to hv injection. haiyo. he looks ok but dunno he's scared or not. haha. bought sweets n mags for him onli. cos i noe fruits wil onli make him puke. haha! he sounds ok, looks alright, everything looks normal. but y cant he be discharged yet? hope e scanning result is positive pls! dear i'll tc de. u too k? hugs!

his mum was rili sad. at first i was asking her if she's tired cos she went to visit dear 2 times 2day, n all e way from Jurong West Extension can? den she was saying: no choice. hope he's alright. den blah blah a bit n she broke into tears. rili wanted to hug her n cry. though there's nth wrong wif dear nw, but everyone is so worried cos e doc stil cant determine e illness he's suffering from. haiyo. i was so silly to break down in front of Ang Yun today too. tink cant control le aft bearing e whole night. sorry cloud!

dear i noe u r strong. u can go through tix stage de. i'll support u all e way. dun give up. hugs!

Thursday, July 20, 2006 . 8:56 PM

i'm dying from stress n stress n stress! yup.. sch rili sux! i told my mum i wasn't happy wif life n she goes : y lehx? u nd counselling? wth! haiyo. u simply dun uds. no matter how much i explain or complain, actually, u'll say: be happy wif wat u hv nw n blah blah blah. i tink tt goes for everyone ya? haha. but she's rather nice today. cos i forgot tt i had broadcast today. it's supposed to start at 7am but i onli realise i had it when e radio was reporting e 7am news. damn it. so i screamed lyk mad woman n she gave me $$$ to tak cabby to sch. i tink she knows i'm mad lahx. haha. kind of i tink.

dear had not attend sch for e past 2 wks i tink. yup. haix.. rili rili rili worried lahx. he's goin to c neurologists today. n he jz sms me tt he's ok but stil nd to stay 4 observation at SGH. i keep telling him dun b scared n i'll b wif him but he keeps complain t i'm a nuisance! watever lahx! i was on e verge of crying for e past 2 days in sch. not bcos of e scolding, but e misery of missing him. haiyo.

had Econs test jz nw. i knew everything but jz had no time to throw everything out. bloodie. n i'm in econs remedial. holy shit. no choice!

2 days back was eating at Gelare wif Cheryl Joy Darren n Jianle. miss e mushroom n salmon sandwish but NOT e waffles! cos til nw, tix moment tix hr tix minute n tix sec, my stomach is stil aching! not LS n not bcos i hv constipation, but somehow my stomach dun feel alright. haha.

n i'm peeling! e worst thing is its at my chest. hahahaha. so damn itchy lahx. i tink ppl wil tink i'm crazy if i try to scratch it in public. yuck! so i can onli hit it, in a gentle way of cos. stop peeling pls! e feeling sux!

chem test tml. my chinese emcee script undone. arghx! rili unfair lahx. i wrote everything out n tcher ammend le stil call me type everything out! ass! i'm goin to call e partner whom i actually c her b4 but nv tok 2 her in real life cos i find her ugly, to type it out. cos i'm not her SERVANT for goodness sake pls! n i'll nv make it come true ever!

e comp is starting in 5 days time. is dear goin to make it? haiyo. other than pray, i seriously dunno how to help him. it all depends on fate i tink.

Monday, July 17, 2006 . 11:56 PM

i'm dead tired! jz finish some stupid chinese presentation which i tink is totally meaningless! nvm. tcher wants. wat can we do? protest? n u'll be served e death penalty!

anw was rotting lyk hell at hm e whole day. my skin feels so pain wif all e tanning, luckily it's not peeling. tanning in Aust is stil e best cos u wun feel any pain or what so ever. haha. i'm serious k? i feel so pain in between my breasts lahx. dots! i mean wth man! hahaha. can onli wear sports bra nw. bloodie hell!

turn in early guys. chinese listening compre tml worx. loved by me!

anw rili thanks Cheryl for damaging my tagboard huh? hahahahaha. dun worry. u'll get ur retribution soon!

Sunday, July 16, 2006 . 10:35 PM

tix is gotta be a long long entry!
hahaha. woke up at 9am! early rite? but i dun mind. cos i'm goin Sentosa for tanning wif Cheryl n Jo today! yeah! Joy got church n Mel wasn't allow to go. so sad! but nvm. next time k?

reached there at ard 11am. we bought breadtalk instead of tibits cos it's bdae promo is goin to end today. haha. funny!

our towels! small, medium n large!

wat shd i eat lehx? mac or breadtalk?

Cheryl n me! =)

our beautiful legs.. haha!

arghx!!! it's too bright!

threesome!

admiring e scenery pls..

Jo insists on takin this. opps! is there sth wrong wif her?

lalala~ Jo was stunt!

hot hOt HOT!!!

awesome.

i CANT open my eyes!

Cheryl is dying of hotness but she stil tolerate.

HOWEVER! Jo gave up!

left me! hahaha. i can stand e hotness worx! claps*

had a bath for 30 mins. hahaha. e water is so cold n nice. heaven! den took bus back to Harbourfront to meet Joy-ie!

smilez~*

muackx~*

twists ;)

met up wif Joy n shop for a while. =)

we brought gilbert but we din play. anw e Adidas rugby ball is so small n cute, lyk Jo. yeah rite? dots dots dots ... ... ...

we cant take photos wif e hats but we did a quick one tt's y it's so shaky. love those hats. so sweet! matches us horz? jz nice yeah!

Cheryl went to meet his guy fren (bf-soon-to-be-i-supposed) so left 3 of us. had lunch at Yoshi. beef & ebi set rox! den Jo left to go buy jerseys at Queensway so left me n Joy. den we went Starbucks. yups. GOSSIPING SESSION! hahaha. watever! rili enjoy bitching wif her.


went off at ard 4.45pm to meet dear at Lot 1, along wif Jason, Andy, Chengjie n Ben as goosebumps. was late cos his guitar lessons end at 5pm. sorry to keep ur waiting! they went on to practise more at e fitness corner near my hse. haha. hardworking boys!

had dinner outside wif mom n home sweet home. so tiring! but rili an enjoyable day! heex. n it's holidays tml. hahahaha. but stil nd to rush my script n presentations. wth!

nitez guys! =]

Saturday, July 15, 2006 . 4:58 PM

CIP was fun. though torturing! n Mel nv did Flag Day b4. hahaha.
report at 10am. stupid! Sat man. cant slp more! anw there's 2 organisations hu had their Flag Day today. confusing! but we're helping YMCA- Children's Cancer Foundation!

dear n his guys went Sembawang while Mel Joy Cheryl n me went Yishun. so we're lyk 1 stop away! as we r not given stickers, Joy went to buy some cartoon stickers for those kids hu donated. haha. so damn funny! n we bump into Mr & Mrs Yee!

so lucky huh? cute couple! haha. wer suffering lyk hell doin Flag Day while he's spending his Sat morning wif his wife. UNFAIR! haha. but nvm. Mr Yee is a nice guy!

we did until 12.30pm n decided to go Swensens for our lunch!

Joy n Mel digging in!

i luv e pizza cos there's lots n lots of mushroom! drools*

we ordered Earthquake n Mel took Cheryl n my spoon! she greedy pig! dots.

n home sweet home! so damn tired lahx. but at least i feel happy cos i helped e children in some way huh? esp when u filled e tins, there's so much of satisfaction in ourselves. haha！

the rich bitches! dun envy us pls!

jz bath n waiting for my parents come back to bring me out! anw it's nicole's n my bro's bdae today! hahaha. so qiao huh? bro went out wif frenz so i'm left wif my parents. hahahaha. Sat is alws so bored without shoppin. mum i wanna shop more! n i requested to go Newton for dinner ltr on cos haven been there aft it's renovation. woohoo! it's raining. cosy~

Friday, July 14, 2006 . 11:09 PM

for the past 12 hours, my face has looked so dead. though ppl din tell me, but i noe. hmm. dunno y. my brain seems to be so crowded huh? hai..

met Joy Cheryl Mel early in e morning. waiting for Natra cos she got a tummy ache early in e morning. at first din wanna go sch cos we're actually late, but luckily it RAINS! Wet weather Program is activated! so we can reached sch latest by 8.30am!

Chem lecture was so cosy bcos of e rain. Joy brought us Sdyney's choco cos her parents jz came back from there. Mel got this milk choco n i get e Turkish one. haven open my. forget to share wif dear today. so we only eat e milk 1. taste so silky n creamy. heaven! it's impossible for me to resist it. we shared some wif Waffles too! haha~

yum~

had Econs tutorial for last period n i was counting how many mins left to wkn n FREEDOM wif Mavis, Jielin n Mel, of cos. hahahahahaha. so desperate cos i'm sick of schooling. but i din turn off my brain as fast as Kelly. c wat's she doin agn?

drools!

Mel Cheryl n Joy went town aft sch. i din go cos i'm visiting dear. omfg! 1st time i ever i sacrifice my chance of town-ing. dunno dear touched or not. haiyo! sianz. slept so sweetly wif him in e afternoon. (man sounds so wrong but pls dun tink dirty huh?) his hugs r alws so warm. i promise i nv leave u k? =) promise!
^_^ boy, u made my day!

having CIP tml. selling some YMCA thingy. boring huh? no choice. turn in early tonight. nitez guys! =]

Thursday, July 13, 2006 . 8:55 PM

i'm dying soon! rili wanna leave e sch asap! bloodie hell!

dear was absent on Mon n today. terribly sick! misses n misses! haix. i love his hug. arghx! can i meet u nw? i'll give u warmth.


Mon sux. Mon blues i tink! a draggy day. but luckily i hv my girlfrenz's acc. mel, joy n cheryl! rili enjoy all those gossiping. haha. n phy lesson alws rox wif joy ard. haha! hate tt Mr Ang. so freaking pervertic!

i was late on Tue! first time ever in my life. nv occur to me in my sec n pri sch days. break record lahx n plus i got A level chinese oral that afternoon. so unluckily can? had chem prac tt first period n mel n me were playing wif this 'condom' thingy. yuck!


oral was rather ok. jz dunno how to pronounce 1 stupid word: 诱！hope i can manage to retain my distinction?

Wed went dear's he aft sch. bought KFC's new chicken chop. rili taste lyk e mushroom burger! haha! n dear fall asleep right aft eating. PIG!!! he's so cute!

today is e release of Pirates Of the Carribean! yeah! i muz watch no matter wat! dear stil recovering at hm. din fetch me today. =[ miss him lahx! dismissed at 6.45pm lo. tiring! math lecture n test! boliao. n some ppl came to vandalise our sch today. c?



nice work!

i'm blessed with dear, girlfrenz n family, of cos! sweet!

Sunday, July 09, 2006 . 5:18 PM

i'm jz proud to announce... ...
I"VE COMPLETED MY GP THREADS, ASSIGNMENT N 10 CHINESE BLOGS!

tiring lahx. i mean my hanyu pinyin is lyk shit lahx! damn it! i'm so proud of wat i've done! yeah!

goin out for dinner wif mummy lo. n place our bets agn! haha. rmb to catch France n Italy on Ch 5 tonight worx. miss it n u'll regret for 4 yrs! bloodie! n dun get to report sch on time ppl! jz wake up 1 hr ago. haha. catching WC! yeah Germany won! *claps* n at least it's 3-1. they nd dignity can? yippee! at least it's worth to lose 5 bucks cos i shared bets wif my mum. expecting H-H n total 2 goals. haha. but nvm! as long as Germany is happy, i'm happy too k? =))

anw went Mustafa ytd. hahaha. dad brought me n bro there while waiting for my mum cos she's hving meeting at e vicinity.yupps! n e things there r rili cheap. haha. i mean most of it lahx. but limited! onli gotten some tibits, deod n 1 pair of Nike socks. haha. saw tix Puma shoes. luv e colors. rili cool! but dad refused to buy for me! fed up!

somehow looks lyk soccer boots but it's not k?

rmb this Fila sneakers?

my feet somehow jz cant fits in nicely. bruises all over. anyone wanna buy from me? price negotiable worx! n it's stil in tip-top condition. i tink i wear it less than 10 times?

hai. n all e while my dad says: dun wear it since it's painful. wil get a new one 4 u. but when i saw tt Puma 1, he simply ignores me when i'm telling him i lyk it n carry on picking shoes 4 my bro.. wth!

fetch mummy le den went Bukit Merah for dinner wif aunt n uncle. they came back fr Aus agn! but goin off this Fri agn. diaox. N THEY BOUGHT A TEE 4 MY BRO WHILE I GOT NTH! damn it lahx! bias agn!

anw had a great dinner last night. chilli crabs agn! hahaha. i alws order tt n oyster omelette! my fav!

oso order 4 cups of Avocado drink. cant resist it though Mellie keep telling me tt it's fattening! haha. those hu nv try b4 muz rili try it! it's gd 4 ur skin worx.

meeting Cheryl n Jo 4 tanning at Sentosa next Sun. gosh! gotta train my abs 1st or else i rili look lyk a big fat pig BBQing under e sun! ... ...

Italy n France tonight! hu wil win? tough huh? but i support Italy cos France cause Brazil to get out. saddy! =(
Italy go go go!!!

Friday, July 07, 2006 . 9:53 PM

jz eaten dinner at Keat Hong. had Curry Fish Head. yummy~ hot n spicy. which actually makes my ulcer worst. but i seriously cant resist nice fd. hahaha.

watched Campus Ghost Stories at Cway today wif Cheryl, Dear, Venu n Darren. hahaha. it's totally crap lahx. waste my $$$ once agn! NOT encouraged to watch. the storyline is so silly. but dunno y Cheryl stil sared lyk hell. hahahaha. Venu said she had might as well sit outside n wait for us. dots.

supposed to hv exco meeting at 6pm aft tt but i din attend. pls lahx. u expect me to rot from 12.40pm to 6pm mehx? sorry! i dun hv so MUCH patience!

Thursday, July 06, 2006 . 9:00 PM

GOOSH! haven update for yrs ... ... actually i typed a whole chunk last nite but there's some prob wif e webby! n i nd to type all over agn! helly!
tired yupps. cos sch reopen le n lessons back to as normal. sian to the core huh? n almost all my results had gotten back. flung all H2 n H1, managed to get a B for Chinese ya? haven tak back H2 Econs nia. hope can pass. pray pray pray! cos as long as u nd to pass 1 H2 n 1 H1, ur parents nd nt meet tchers le! damn it! dear managed lahx.. arghx!!!

had Chinese oral today. n i tink i got e toughest topic of all! stupiak LPP! purposely c me bu shuang de! our GP tcher is back after giving birth. hmm. she's nt bad i shd say. but i'm stil angry wif her cos she wore e Puma jacket tt i wanted to buy to class today! furthermore she's fat! totally tarnished e whole image lahx! bloody ass!

took a pic of Kelly sleeping happily in Chem lec today. as if it's her hse. hahaha.


let me jz cut short wat i've done for past few days...

MONDAY
*********
meet up Vian n Siok.
meet up Vian at town for some shopping first, as usual! hahaha. went crazy finding shoes. Novo crown sandals. Vian love it! me too! headed to Bojangles aft tt to meet Siok. pubbing! but on e way there, PICS! zi lian FREAKS!

besty frenzy! but it's too bright.

wat's outside?

ME! quite crazy me. but i somehow find tix pic beri fake. muahaha!

BOOZ! inside Bojangles.
reach hm at 1o plus! dead!

TUESDAY
*********
had Chem experiment. yuckky cos we nd to make use of our own saliva! 1 of it stil nd to bite e biscuit for 3 mins den spit it out. ohhh god!

n we stil nd to boil it. diaox. it's lyk Bio lahx.

Dear vomit at the 3rd period. sick! tink cos he slept too late 3.30am e prev nite. pity him! hugs! but he's btr le. took early leave tt afternoon to go his hse. pei him c doc. doc suggested injection but he refused. luckily he managed to swallow e medicine. tc worx! =)

Wednesday
**********
HAPPY BDAE MERELDA!
30 sec n i'll be late for sch! hahahaha. n Tricia shoved me a MOO-MOO soft toy when i'm running in. shock me man! thanks alotx tricia! watched WC Germany vs Italy. almost cry when Italy scored! sad. =(

n i onli managed to bring back today cos it's too big! cos we gtg Safti on Wed's afternoon den it'll b troublesome if i brought tix there.

had Indian Rojak b4 goin off. miss it man! haven eat tt for 1 mth. our sch canteen simply rocks!

almost half burnt tt noon cos all J1s r required to go Safti. torture! anw it's got nth got to do wif our As wat, esp gals. waste of time onli!

share cab wif Sean n Mel to dear's hse while they go Boon Lay. dear's mum made Mee Hoon Kuay for me. hot but tasty! n she cooked 7 prawns for me! diaox. how to finish? but i stil eat e whole bowl!

------------------

finally Fri tml. n there's no CCA tml! YIPPEEE!!!! miracle lahx. yes!

Sunday, July 02, 2006 . 2:30 PM

woke up at 7am. no sch i know but need to go to my uncle's hse n clean up cos agents n ppl wil be coming over to view e apartment. at Katong! but b4 tt, we ta bao katong laksa for breakfast!

can c my aunt at e right bottom corner?

there's sea! tt's East Coast Park! near horz?

we hired ppl over to polish e floor.

taken from 1 of the rooms.

we found this bottle for blowing bubbles left behind fr e prev tenant n Xue Yi was playing wif it. hello! how old r u huh?

after playing for awhile, she realised tt e place is so windy tt we nd not blow it at all. haha. gundoos!

i hang e curtains k? nicey-nice!

there's this last family hu wanted to view at 4.45pm but in e end came at 5.20pm i suppose. waste our time waiting! n his son refused to leave. he insists on goin to e pool downstairs. dots. or else he wun go. haha! he cried n screamed for 10mins. horrible fellow! i tink he's at least 6 yrs old le k? diao.!

went hm n bath den fetch my grandpa for dinner. eat at Bukit Merah cos i tink we're too late if we wanna eat at Ang Mo Kio.

can u c how dark is outside? i'm famished! >.<

ordered Chilli n Pepper crabs! dig in!!! =]

turn in at ard 12am i tink. currently got eyes infection. my left eye is worst than my right one. ohh. n Brazil was lost! how can tt be possible? it's a disappointment!

had a terrible quarrel wif dear. yes. i love him but so? i nv wanted such a lifestyle ever since we patch. i tot he wil probably learn fr his mistakes but i'm wrong pls. hai. it's a big mistake when i think back nw. i manage to heal within 2 mths previously. how foolish can i be to patch nw n suffer lyk nobody noes? i dunno. even his frenz can tell y cant him? he made me cried on my bdae celebration. n the worst worst worst thing is: he made me cry on my bdae itself too! wat has he become to? mayb time is rili up. i shd stop forgiving him. everybody has its on limitation. me too. hai. =[